Retriever

Good boy! How amazing you could track me down like this?!

Yes, I admit, I confess.

I closed MSN space, abandoned the wretch, discarded the MaxParty, and forsaked Xuite... then opened a new page in facebook.

Good job! But only 80 points. Cause space is hidden for limited, and you really proved that Blogger is very huggermuggered!

Winter has fallen

No more clear sky, no more sunshine, the world seems so grey as my pale face. I have forfeited the capability of falling sleep, its the punishment of conniving those shouldnts.

Comes the winter, the most severe season in a year. Locked in my concrete loft, where I hope my soul could rest. Yes, all of you ladies, behold and hear the knell of my youthhood closure.

Time heals everything

終於過了這麼久，終於走了這麼遠，終於這麼相對等，終於妳說了那些。帶著很不清醒的身體，去產生一場理性又成熟的復談；高樓窗外迷人的城市夜景，卻是一個現實殘酷的修道場。存在的，失去的，發生的，過去的...我們都在藉由救贖別人來救贖自己。好強的我們，說穿了也許只是需要被需要，用來證明無法以數字衡量的價值，如人飲水。

聽說了那些，知道了這些；承受不起的時候，挖一個防空洞，躲進去，就算只是幾個鐘。

摘下面具、褪去戲服、忘記台詞、沒有角色，赤裸裸的原我。

分外清醒

四點撤退，曲終人散前終於看見認識的自己回到舞池中間，流下的激情汗水，用滿滿一缸子Dita乾杯。太久沒見的人，一定要大擁抱，小小的世新幫想起以前革命歲月。重點怎麼沒喝醉？回家後幸好還有天使mixed好的音樂，還讓喜馬拉雅燒了兩回。天又亮的不知不覺，好像在取笑難得有晴天卻想取消所有的約。

昏昏悠悠

雨停了又下，下了又停；酒喝了又醉，醉了又醒。妳們都愛我，我知道呀～但怎麼這麼傻，我卻不知道了。稱不上是絕境，卻已經是極度困境；眾神們不玩公平，只賭博奕。就這樣搞垮自己嗎？

頭痛著，心痛著，淚流著；我不想讓父母失望呀！可好像搞砸了！柔性、理性、硬性，還是來個玉石俱焚？越是堅定要急速駛過水灘時反而更加被咬住輪胎，靜止的水與高轉速的反作用力。我想讓我頭痛的是煙不是酒，因為還是醒。

可可的媽咪說就走吧走吧，一切重新再來過。但一定要下定決心！！

熟悉的陌生人

一封意外簡訊，一聲真心抱歉。一份溫暖油然而生，一切愛恨灰飛煙滅。

當彼此都放下並原諒之後，都歸零了。
青春年華的 fine closure。

This night

The moon was perfect round and bright before sunset, i was dazzled and fascinated when staring into the water blue sky. Can you see it? Did you see it when we were under the same celestial body? I so wanna share it with you, right at that moment.

How sorrow when the night really fell, it rained.

Do you know what it means?
You never see what i see, and you'd never know what i have known...